Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Life's corridors.

She'll fly on by, with her wings raised high.
She'll call on the night, as the weak ones lose the fight.
And when you broke her chains, the weaknesses were still attached.
Dragging behind each footstep, they always seemed to hold her back.

You were always so near, but the world deafened her ears.
From hearing your voice, this satisfaction was far from near.
We'd smile and laugh, the world couldn't tear us apart.
Chasing the words we've been looking for.
Gentle taps on disappointments door.

Remind me it wont end in time.
Show me how I can change your mind.

Id give it all, id stumble and fall, into your arms.
And I, hope you wouldn't mind if we tried, just one more time.
You've changed my outlook on life, my insides.
You were my only reason to look past, what life tends to hide.

Remind me it wont end in time.
Show me how I can change your mind.

In this hope to save our souls, we'll dance in silence.
Reminiscing on you and I and taking our time.
Sneaking quietly through life's corridors,
with you by my side, every thing's alright.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Save her breath.

Living like a rainbow.
Many colours make it such a beautiful sight.
Neverending on each side, once so vibrant and so full of life.
But soon fades into nothing.

She was the sunshine of your life,
the moonlight of your night.
She shone brighter then those above,
loved you more then you loved.
Held you so tight,
on those cold winter nights.
Smiled at every word you said,
didnt once stop dreaming about you when asleep in her bed.
Kissed you so softly,
with caution upon your lips.
Only to be left without that last kiss.

She was never enough,
always missing something extra.
Even though she loved you to death,
put you first before every breath.
Nothing will ever satisfy you.

I hate to exaggerate.

you're like the first time i saw the sun.
you blind my path and stop from me seeing ahead.
but you're everything to me baby, you're my number one.
its about time to write you my first line.
and ill take the time to say it, ill put my whole heart into it.

just bare with me, ive never felt this way before,
you're something so hard to ignore.

with every word i say, to try and take your breath away,
comes a sentence hard to swallow.
as your heart beats fast, my heart tends to follow.

you make my mind race, you make my world spin round.
this is my crazy love story, that im never letting go.
i love you more then anything, more then you'll ever know.

7 years on.

you're one in a million faces that stand out in my crowd.
you're my light that allows me to see in the dark.
you're everything makes me want to scream aloud.
the more we spend away from each other, couldn't take my love away, because tiffany, i love you more and more each and every day.
you give me hope, and you're hope gives me life.
when you touch my heavy heart, you make it light.
no word is ever enough, to describe the love i hold for you, right now i cant express it, right now tonight.
don't doubt every word i say to you, i swear if i could, id show you its truth.
you're everything to me, someone i could never bare to lose.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Written for a very special boy, the boy who never cried help.

The boy who never cried help.
His cries painting a picture in my mind,
trembling at his facial expressions, hoping he has learnt his lesson.
His face so blank, but masked behind was emotions he could not hide.
I was so blind to find, a boy who never cried.
A role model to us all, who stood tall and proud.
My hero, my saviour, he was my voice in this hurt crowd.
A master of disguise, never could find emotion in those eyes.
Fighting off the tears, keeping that smile from ear to ear.
Looking up, never looking back.
He held my heart, love he did not lack.
He's my one in a million, my brother, my bestfriend.
He'll be in my heart, forever, until the end.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

destruction of a heartless body.

you dont need to ask, if you can tear my heart in two.
'coz im living in the light, with or without you.
finally worked up the strength to get back on my feet.
after pulling me down because of the conditions i didnt meet.
i held on for so long, wishing i had been so wrong.
about the lies you told and your paranoid soul.
you had me wrapped around your finger, wasnt that the way it was supposed to be?
living in your world full of control, but oh no, now you cant control me.

tall and proud i wont back down, no turning back, ill move on without a sound.
listen to those voices, in my head.
right from wrong, i knew the answers all along.

in a world made with love, theres too much hate.
deception and regrets, we burden our hearts with so much weight.
so save your breath, go run and hide.
no-more chances or risks, im never again standing by your side.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

A Shadow.

Tears fall, heart races, body shakes, mind embraces.
Breakdown, lose myself, take control, fail fall.

no meaning in life, no reason to care,
holding onto hope, when faith isnt there.
Believing in something, taking chances, all for nothing, nothing to me.

Stand my ground, stand tall and proud.
But you pull me down, twist my heart around.
Pull its strings and play its keys, destroy its purpose and all it believed.

Pulling notes from my throat, suffocating words that leave my feelings afloat.
I picture perfect figures, all dressed up in bones, the one that suffered more than this, suffered all alone.


Ripped the strength from my hands, and stole my voice from inside.
Tought me to hide, and to be left behind.
What was i worth? nothing but a name.
All in shame, scarring deadly words 'you were to blame'.

Ill hide my insides and blame this figure.
Dressed to mask the damage, nothing to say, nothing to complain.

The pieces of my heart have been pulled apart one by one, slowly fading, nowhere left to run.
Sitting silently, my time has come.