to be continued...

my thoughts are put on hold, my words dont seem to speak.
without you my bodys frail and my hearts so damn weak.

resting bed.

We all stand alone, urging for someone to hold us.
we fail to reach those that reach to us.

yet we reach out to those that fail us.

this worlds a cruel place, full of lies and deceit.

i smile at you, you smiled back.

i hold my hand out to you, and you hold yours out back.

i tell you i love you, but you stand and sigh.

its the one thing, all boys find hard to say.

no real emotion, not today, not any other day.

we continue this great journey, only to end up where we dread.

six feet under, with our uligy read, and resting our head.

I'll never win this game.

Stay with me.
Hold me and embrace me in the arms of a child.
Listen to my cries as i clench my insides.
Im on the verge of breaking, fists clenched tightly.
Heart beat racing and my body is shaking.

I swallow those thoughts that once led my life.
As silence provokes me, my heart fights the urge to cry.
Sell me your strength, i need it to keep alive.

Im waiting for your call, to let me in.
Writing the same old story, with a different twist.
Our lives are open to disease and failure in one wish.
Now my heart runs away, with no strength to fight.
But the cries i let out, will surely drown me alive.

Two days, three nights.

They go about this in an old fashioned way.
Saying they had their reasons,using time to ignore each others names.

Watching from the outside, I see a storm about to rise.

Straight pale faces, hearts turned into fists.
Forgetting the past smiles, now facing crookered lips.

We remember what it used to be, and what's now.

Comparing the two makes wishes seem true.

Im sick of this fighting, the screaming in my insides.

The days we shared together, means more to me then it does to you.

Ill turn the fuck around, make my grey skies turn to blue.

and when im laying there, im hoping you'll feel half of what I felt for you.

Believe.

hearts have a way of speaking.

my heart is in my hands, my hands hold my heart.

i think about you with my heart, but my heart can not see.

i listen to your cries, as your eyes overflow.

as your heart races, mine seems one beat too slow.

i see our future, our futures so near.

lets believe in love.