Wide Awake.

Your arms wrapped around me for the first time in weeks, and my words come with struggle as my eyes begin to weap.
Can't stand this feeling, so unsure, so frustrated as i put it in words.
Deep inside you know im dying, but youll never see how on the outside im just lying.
I wont forget you, but maybe we both need this time.
Separate me from you, see m strengths are far from true.
Dont hold me close for a while, keep your distance intact.
I swear this wont hurt, dont worry, in the end, ill be the one to lose.
I'll protect you and keep you safe from my mistakes, from my troubles and your worries.
i wont again, keep you wide awake.

You gave me few too many chances to explain the way i feel, all that came out was, none of this feels real.
Everytime our lips touched, my heart fell six feet under.
You were grasping my heart, and my chest was holding on by the last thread.
i pulled myself away, to save you the feeling of regret.
Because baby, id be the first person youd want to see, but the last person keeping you awake in bed.

All this still doesnt express the way my heart screams out, maybe my minds holding me back this time. Thinking logically, this was all just a mistake, all mine.

With this last goodbye, i'll leave you with those few words i always failed to hold back.
i love you, i do and i promised you wouldnt lose.