heart melts.

I lay here alone, wishing you were beside me. I can't help but feel so content and my heart skips a beat everytime I say your name. I wasted so many months trying to find something I could've found in you. I held myself back from you thinking id just get played with like I always seem to be. as tears begin to fall, I see myself wishing I gave you the chance, not someone else that broke my heart in two. your voice makes me smile more than I've smiled in a long time, your touch makes sends shivers up my spine like that first winter chill. but its only the satisfaction of you saying you want me, that makes me come crawling back.. i want to believe that this is all something more than an infatuation or lust on your half. help me pick up the pieces and build something called love..